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= (CRP) A Changing of the Guard

--Deacon_allan_brightpoint


Allan thought about her question..."Well, I expect the Cardinal would call it one of my unremitting worldly qualities, to not have compassion for and cherish lives dedicated to the Nameless Evil One. Suffice it to say I will shed no tear when Anto comes into his eternal reward at the feet of the Power to which he is so loyal.

I can respect his dedication, his fervor, the fanaticism he inspires in followers, and even his effectiveness. I cannot respect the harm caused to folk who in no way can have played any role in any bad thing that has befallen Anto.

You will find that ordained servants of Jah do not carry edged weapons, nor strike intentionally with killing force. I admire their restraint.

How do the folk in Eire come to grips with the juxtaposed challenge of live and let live vs being recipients of chaotic assault from the amoral?"





Destini wrote:
She hadn't really expected him to tell her his mission. The grin on Brightpoint's face told her she wasn't going to get anything further from him. Her sigh of mild frustration formed a cloud of vapor in the chill, evening air. Glancing at the pigeon, she joined him at his side.

Deacon_Allan_Brightpoint wrote:
"So tell me, have there always been robbers and pirates in Eire? or is it just Anto Capone's lot?

I suppose my only problem with that fellow is the way he keeps making that annoying breathing sound..."


"Nay," she answered his question with a subtle shake of her hooded head. "Anto is only the more organized. There are others."

She thought on his final statement with a frown. "Deacon Brightpoint, is it usual fer a man o' Jah to speak so against his fellow man?"




Destini
"Ah, hm," said Destini as she found herself with no immediate answer to Brightpoint's question. There was a long pause in the conversation as she gathered her thoughts. When she responded, she spoke slowly, sounding out what she had to say as she went. "The people o' Eire are watchful against those that might harm or threaten the peace. Rarely do they travel alone, as I do. Rarer still do they trust those they do not know. I believe ye may have experienced that yerself at the weddin'.

"I doubt many have thought o' it in terms o' morality. Those who would harm others are lawless, aye. But amoral?"
she shook her head. "The church has been long absent here, deacon. Those few who follow yer faith neither instruct nor preach as openly as they might."

She looked on Brightpoint with a long, considering gaze. "I would be willin' to learn o' yer beliefs."
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--Deacon_allan_brightpoint



Allan nodded as they walked, noticing for the first time that clouds now largely obscured the moon, and that a fall of slow, heavy snowflakes had begun to cloak the road in a shroud of white that glimmered whenever the moon poked out from the clouds.



"Amoral. It may be a question of terminology, but I refer to the idea of what it means to take an action outside any morality, or without a care for what it means to anyone or anything else."


He paused a moment as he searched for a better way to collect his thoughts, walking through the swirls of snow on the road.



"It may be that good and evil is a question of politics and chaos vs order are about cause and effect being taken into account.


Cristos and Aristotle teach that all must begin from a state of general community--known as the Aristotelan Friendship. Harm none and be not harmed. Treat others as you would be treated. Make an oath and keep it. Make no oath you cannot keep. Trust and be trusted.

These are by nature generalist ideas, but the faith itself is a general cloak in which a believer may pass through the storms of life. It has been shown clearly to me through my travels that a church built upon service to the people inherently violates their own belief when it neglects to provide that service. How can the bystander believe a church of public service who does not serve the public?


Many of the Cardinal's reforms (and attempts at reform) surround a desire to make the church be true to its own beliefs. Only then can the faith be both fairly evaluated by all and fairly allowed to try to be of service.

I can tell you that some of the clergy in Eire are under a cloud of disapproval in Canterbury and Rome for failing to be of service to the public.


Also true is that the cycle of neglect feeds itself. Priest does not hold mass...people's souls and well being are neglected, people stop bothering with the church, priests who *are* inclined to be active become discouraged, and so forth.

I remain unconvinced that the pirates and highwaymen that prevented the Cardinal's safe passage to Ireland were a coincidence. For they who thrive in chaos, what would they not do to prevent positive change and peaceful order coming back to the Irish Church?


Allan scowled deeply, "It galls me to the point of fury to see churches here gather dust and trust a luxury for fools and the powerful. But. Change is coming. Whether too late or no, it is coming and woe betide the lazy who let the Light of Jah fade in the emerald forests.

But, such outbursts display quite well why I am forever doomed to the role of attache and minor functionary. Well...that and the whole unremitting thing..."

Allan's deep laugh echoed in the swirling flakes as they continued down the road.

"So, Destini, My beliefs. I shall trade them for yours....

"I believe humans were not put here to idle along and blunder in the dark
I believe we are destined and required to be more at the end than the beginning.
I believe in an obligation to help others
I believe in Compassion...even when the highest compassion is to let a fool reap a harsh lesson or to provide the same to them.

I believe in the Cardinal's interpretations on Aristotle's principles of force:

1. never kill when maiming will do
2. Never maim when hurting will suffice
3. never hurt when teaching and debate will overcome distress
4. remember the most common elements in the world are accident and error and act accordingly."




Destini wrote:
"Ah, hm," said Destini as she found herself with no immediate answer to Brightpoint's question. There was a long pause in the conversation as she gathered her thoughts. When she responded, she spoke slowly, sounding out what she had to say as she went. "The people o' Eire are watchful against those that might harm or threaten the peace. Rarely do they travel alone, as I do. Rarer still do they trust those they do not know. I believe ye may have experienced that yerself at the weddin'.

"I doubt many have thought o' it in terms o' morality. Those who would harm others are lawless, aye. But amoral?"
she shook her head. "The church has been long absent here, deacon. Those few who follow yer faith neither instruct nor preach as openly as they might."

She looked on Brightpoint with a long, considering gaze. "I would be willin' to learn o' yer beliefs."
Destini
Destini listened to the deacon's explanation with great interest. His genuine, passionate means of expressing himself -- from his anger to his beliefs -- was both frightening and alluring. Clearly, this was a man who knew his own mind and did not suffer fools easily. She hoped, for both their sakes, that she was no fool.

She laughed with him when he again mentioned his unremitting worldliness. She wondered if this was a matter over which the cardinal oft chided him. The sound of their laughter reflected on the falling snow nearest them then fell silent several feet ahead the way only sound through falling snow could do.

"My own beliefs will seem hollow to ye when compared to yer own," she warned him in all seriousness. "But since ye've given me such a well-thought out answer, I shall endeavor not to disappoint ye.

"I do believe in a Power above all we see here that shapes our world. But I believe we define our lives on our own by our choices. An' those choices have consequences fer good or fer ill.

"Like yerself, I believe in doin' what I say I will do an' never sayin' I'll do somethin' I cannae.

"I donae believe in takin' a life lest my own is threatened. But if it is threatened, I willnae hesitate to use deadly force, if necessary.

"Finally, I believe there is an answer to every question... even if it isnae readily answered when asked."
The last was meant honestly, though her tone teased him for not answering her earlier question regarding his mission in Ireland.
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--Deacon_allan_brightpoint


The long-traveled deacon grinned at the sideways barb....he *did* delight in such elegant jousting.

"Well, m'dear, sometimes no answer is an answer, if you take my meaning. But some things unanswered may yet be answered as trust builds, no?"

He risked a sideways glance as they walked through the deepening snow and continued, "So I am well pleased you hold many of the same basic standards for trust and promises. It bespeaks an ability to communicate at the most important levels. So what oaths bind you to this or that?"



Destini wrote:
Destini listened to the deacon's explanation with great interest. His genuine, passionate means of expressing himself -- from his anger to his beliefs -- was both frightening and alluring. Clearly, this was a man who knew his own mind and did not suffer fools easily. She hoped, for both their sakes, that she was no fool.

She laughed with him when he again mentioned his unremitting worldliness. She wondered if this was a matter over which the cardinal oft chided him. The sound of their laughter reflected on the falling snow nearest them then fell silent several feet ahead the way only sound through falling snow could do.

"My own beliefs will seem hollow to ye when compared to yer own," she warned him in all seriousness. "But since ye've given me such a well-thought out answer, I shall endeavor not to disappoint ye.

"I do believe in a Power above all we see here that shapes our world. But I believe we define our lives on our own by our choices. An' those choices have consequences fer good or fer ill.

"Like yerself, I believe in doin' what I say I will do an' never sayin' I'll do somethin' I cannae.

"I donae believe in takin' a life lest my own is threatened. But if it is threatened, I willnae hesitate to use deadly force, if necessary.

"Finally, I believe there is an answer to every question... even if it isnae readily answered when asked."
The last was meant honestly, though her tone teased him for not answering her earlier question regarding his mission in Ireland.
Destini
She caught his sideways glance with one of her own, then looked away just as quickly. True, she was curious about this man and his mission, but this was a careful friendship that she did not want to risk by appearing over-bold.

The thought of the deacon as a friend gave her pause. He was barely more than an aquaintance, and one she'd met only two or three hours ago. As a traveling companion, he was fascinating. But did simply traveling together make him a friend? She didn't think so. Yet somehow, there was something about this man that gave her cause to trust him and want to get to know him better. And perhaps that alone was enough for her to inadvertantly think of him as a friend.

She avoided his first question -- which she guessed was really only a response to her own circuitous probing for answers he did not want her to have -- by answering his second question.

"I am bound by only one oath, at present. An' that is my oath to the Clan MacKenzie. I shallnae betray them nor shall I e'er give my oath to another clan. At the permission o' my clan chief, with whom ye met at the weddin', I have taken their last name in place o' my own -- a reminder to myself that they are with me an' a part o' me at all times. 'Tis also a reminder o' my oath to them. An' if e'er they should call to me in dire need, I will heed it no matter how far I may wander upon this Earth." Her voice and resolution were firm. There could be no question that she was speaking with her heart.

But why was he asking about her oaths? Despite her resolution to not appear too-forward in her questioning, she could not stop herself from turning the question back on the deacon. "What o' yerself, Deacon Brightpoint? What oaths hold sway o'er yer life?"
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--Deacon_allan_brightpoint


“Oaths,” began Deacon Allan as he pushed through a particularly impressive drift of snow that had blown across the path, “not taken lightly, and never forgotten.”



He looked off into the distance for a few paces and then continued, just as Destini might have been thinking he’d completely fallen off topic.



“At twelve I took an oath to one day find out who burned down my parent’s house, and one day I will find them and/or who sent them. My father had refused to sell his land to a couple different owners of large sheep-farms and I have always wondered if that was not the cause. Perhaps one day its back to Cardiff for payment past due.”




“When Deacon Faheud gave me a place to be, I made an oath to never let him down—and I have kept it. It is why I’ll travel the face of the earth on his business. I will often question the how and when, but never the why. Comes back to trust, really..”



“I also made an oath to the Shin Master, Fengbao Zhan, to never misuse my training for personal gain. As evidenced by my obvious wealth and station,” this remarked with a glint of humor about his eyes,” I have either kept that oath or really am the most incompetent selfish person ever. I hope it’s not the latter. You have heard part of that promise when I spoke earlier about never killing when maiming will do, et cetera.”




When I was appointed as a Deacon, I took an oath to never misrepresent the Church, to serve others before me, to heal what harms I find, and be true to my station and patron.”

As they passed back into moonlight again, the distant expression was back on Allan’s face.

“Sometimes it is a trick to make all the oaths weave into a tapestry of a good life, but the best things are rarely easy. I do wonder though, why did the reception I got back in your Clan’s wedding become so much more warm so fast? From armed interrogators to bottomless whiskey in three minutes is something of a leap where I come from. "




"One thing, though, it was also odd to see the livery of the High King of Ireland back in the shadows of the glade’s edge rather than He coming forward into a place he clearly belonged. I suppose the presence of an obvious stranger put Him off…”



They continued down the frosty road as Destini had time to consider all she had heard...


Destini
"I cannae imagine holding all those oaths in one life. With so many considerations to others' wants, how do ye have time to do what ye want? Or ..." she hesitated in her own thinking, realizing she was speaking aloud before she had fully thought it through, "Perhaps that's a selfish concern?"

She shifted her thoughts to Brightpoint's question of her clan and smirked. "Ye're askin' me to explain my kin. I didnae see His Majesty outside the clearin'. An' even if I had, I doubt I could explain his ways to ye. I expect, like all families, there are pieces that cannae be explained -- only experienced. Could be they didnae trust ye as an outsider at first but warmed to ye after a bit. I cannae say what was in their minds. I can only explain my own thoughts an' feelin's on the matter ...." Destini grinned shyly at the deacon and opened her mouth to continue, but had little time to speak.

The moon's appearance in the falling snow was as if the world were taking a deep breath before a plunge. For almost as suddenly as the moon shone through the silver mist of still-falling snow, a gale howled through the glen. It was as if the wind, long-imprisoned under the cloud's blanket for the past hour or so, was taking its chance at the break in the clouds to soar to new speeds and heights. The clouds quickly moved to cover the break. The haze of snow became a torrent that obscured the moonlight in a bombardment of thick flakes. Destini coughed in the sudden wind, snowflakes melting on her open mouth before she closed it.

As she hoped that this weather was only a temporary turn for the worse, the wind tore harder at her cloak,. Destini pulled it tightly about her, fighting in a game of tug-of-war against the gale-force winds. Bowing her hooded head against the wind, she squinted through the heavy flakes to Deacon Brightpoint, relieved that she could still see him beside her -- but only barely. Despite that he was less than an arm's length away, the fierceness of the blizzard made him appear little more than a shadow in an already shadowy world.

"We cannae stay out in this weather!" she shouted to Brightpoint over the howl of the wind. "We have to find shelter!"
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--Deacon_allan_brightpoint


Destini certainly had a point about the weather. It was snowing sideways again, and the eerie glow of new white on the road and tree branches was making it hard to distinguish between road and ditch.

“Come on!” he urged, “I am fairly certain we are not far from a gate leading off to a snow shelter. I saw it on my way to the Wedding. I hope it is visible now—the landscape has changed a bit since this afternoon…”



As they pushed ahead he offered a gloved hand to Destini to help her keep her footing. He knew she was no newcomer to Irish weather, and the fickle way it can change from quiet moon to howling blizzard, but offered a hand nonetheless as he stopped beneath an oak for a moment.

“Across that bridge over there,”
He yelled, “it ends at a gate and a shelter within.”




Crossing the bridge, they found themselves looking at an open gate-way with a trail leading into the shelter of very old trees. Allan pointed and led the way in.



Once inside the large grove of ancient trees, the wind died down a great deal and they could take a breath and see a sheltering cottage in front of them.

“Well there be a sight for sore eyes and frosty feet!"
Allan chuckled, as they made their way forward through the mounds of snow covering the trail.



“Let’s just see if anyone is home then?” Inwardly he hoped not. There was no sign of lights, and if there were sleeping folk inside, they would probably not wake well to travelers pounding at the door…




Destini
She took his proffered hand. She could care less if she lost her footing and ended up snowy -- Jah knew she and the deacon both were already covered in thick flakes -- but she worried for her harp within her shoulder satchel. Two or three times, his strong hand kept her from stumbling. And once, if not for their linked hands, she might have lost him in the blind, snowy darkness of a February midnight.

She peered through the blinding snow, unable to see whatever it was Brightpoint was seeing. She trusted him to guide her through the snow drifts to where he said there was shelter.

The air seemed warmer as the wind stopped blowing snow into their faces. It was not, despite her first hopeful thought, because the weather was bettering. But rather, the gale was blocked by a structure in front of them. This would probably be the shelter Brightpoint had mentioned.

She stepped up to the door and knocked forcefully upon the door, hoping against hope that they might find kindly folk, a hot fire, and a warm meal. She had her music to pay for any late-night hospitality that was offered. Knocking again and taking full view of the shelter, she realized there were no lights nor smoke from the chimney. The house was probably abandoned. With a heavy heart, she pressed the door inward.



It was dark within, but she could make out that there was a fireplace along one wall. Her flint striker would handily make a warm fire, if they also had firewood and ready tinder -- both of which she sadly doubted were at hand. The floors were dirt, but the walls were sturdy against the force of the wind outside. "Well," she said breathlessly, shaking and stamping the snow from her clothing. "It'll do." she looked to the deacon while blowing hot air onto her frozen fingers.
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--Deacon_allan_brightpoint


As they explored the empty, but clean and dry cottage, Allan spotted a back door, barred from the inside.

"Let me have a look at the back, never know but what we'll find summat useful for that fireplace."

Lifting the bar and setting it aside, he opened the door to display the cold night, although the moon had *again* made one of its brief appearances.

Allan was well pleased with what he saw.



"Brilliant! Well, m'lady Destini, as the wise soul said, "It'll do...."




Destini
Destini heard the deacon's cheerful call as she set down her satchel against the side of the main room and came to the back door. Seeing the pile of wood she smiled. What was more, as she removed the overturned metal bucket from the pile, she was delighted to find dry tinder in a smaller metal pot beneath.

"If ye'd carry firewood, I'll see what small blaze I can get started with the tinder. Then perhaps we'll use this smaller pot an' make us some hot corn porridge fer a late supper. I know ye've eaten not too long ago, but I've not. An' in any case, I suspect a hot meal would do us both a world o' good." Happy with her plan in mind, she took the small pot of tinder and a few small logs with her into the abandoned shack.

She arranged the kindling as she had many times before on the open road then removed her campfire tools from her satchel and set to striking the steel on the flint stone.


Her hands were cold and the icy nature of the steel and stone did nothing to warm them. The sparks she achieved from the flint were fleeting and did not catch the tinder she'd set out. Painstakingly, she continued to try. There would be no relief from the cold unless she could start a fire.
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--Deacon_allan_brightpoint


Allan was setting down a third bundle of wood and kindling when he noticed Destini struggle a bit with the steel striker that seemed to be radiating bloody cold, and decided to offer assistance.

"Miss, if the cold of the striker and numbness in your hands from the storm are a bit much, I may be able to help if you like. One of the benefits of Shin training is learning how to create heat when warm seems impossible."



Destini wrote:
Destini heard the deacon's cheerful call as she set down her satchel against the side of the main room and came to the back door. Seeing the pile of wood she smiled. What was more, as she removed the overturned metal bucket from the pile, she was delighted to find dry tinder in a smaller metal pot beneath.

"If ye'd carry firewood, I'll see what small blaze I can get started with the tinder. Then perhaps we'll use this smaller pot an' make us some hot corn porridge fer a late supper. I know ye've eaten not too long ago, but I've not. An' in any case, I suspect a hot meal would do us both a world o' good." Happy with her plan in mind, she took the small pot of tinder and a few small logs with her into the abandoned shack.

She arranged the kindling as she had many times before on the open road then removed her campfire tools from her satchel and set to striking the steel on the flint stone.


Her hands were cold and the icy nature of the steel and stone did nothing to warm them. The sparks she achieved from the flint were fleeting and did not catch the tinder she'd set out. Painstakingly, she continued to try. There would be no relief from the cold unless she could start a fire.
Destini
Too cold to argue overly-much, Destini moved aside. She held out the striker and flint for him to try his hand at making fire.

"Alright, Deacon," she said, shivering. "Let's see this Shin trainin' o' yers." If it sounded like a challenge, it might have been. She was well-proud of her ability to start a fire in dire circumstances and was slightly upset that she could not do so here.
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--Deacon_allan_brightpoint


Allan stood before her a moment and brought his hands out wide, lifting his arms slowly outward until the hands met above his head. He then pull the hands, together down into a familiar prayer pose.

His hands then slowly spread out wide and he froze...

"cheeeeeeeeee LU" exclaimed the Deacon with a burst of breath as he slapped his hands together with a loud crack, rubbing them tightly together in a flurry of repetitions before taking the strike and flint, one in each hand.

Eyes closed, he held them for a few moments and handed Destini back the now warmer-than-body-temperature metal and flint. If anything they felt hot.

"Master Feng Bhao teaches us that when conditions are not right for success, you must change the conditions."




ooc: The Tai Chi Shin techniques are of the Qigong family which is a diverse family of dozens of mind-body practices originated thousands of years ago in China. Many of these techniques travelled to mainstream Europe in the time of Marco Polo





Destini wrote:
Too cold to argue overly-much, Destini moved aside. She held out the striker and flint for him to try his hand at making fire.

"Alright, Deacon," she said, shivering. "Let's see this Shin trainin' o' yers." If it sounded like a challenge, it might have been. She was well-proud of her ability to start a fire in dire circumstances and was slightly upset that she could not do so here.
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